Broken-Wrench wrote:
You have been going on about this for months! You have all of the information, now you have to decide. You need to commit to do it or forget about it..

I appreciate the support...
The problem that I have is that I also do not have my degree. So I need my 4 year degree and I need my ratings.
I run into confusion because... I have to do this all on my own. I don't have a husband or boyfriend to help support me, and my family isn't in a position to help. I have a mortgage to pay for, which requires working full time. I need to go to school and I need to fly and do the studying that flying requires. I don't know about you, but my days only last 24 hours, therefore, I am trying to figure out the most cost effective and efficient way of doing things is.
I don't have mom and dads house to go back to either, so as long as I want a roof over my head I have to keep paying for my home. So, while I appreciate your being direct with me, it doesn't do me much good.
Maybe it's time I realize that I waited too long and that I don't get to fly commercially now... but I am trying to make an educated decision about this, rather that just jumping willy nilly into something and making a bad decision.
The facts are, that I have to be able to support myself 100%, I need a roof over my head and food, I need a degree (I also WANT my degree) if I want to fly for the companies that I want to fly for, I need the ratings and the hours, and it's going to be a terribly difficult thing to balance, so like I said, just looking for input and suggestions, not the obvious. I know I need to get out there and do something... but I want to do the right thing, not just anything... and in the meantime I am back in school, working towards the desired ending while trying to figure out the flight component.